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Friendship.
All of us have at least felt it.
All of us have at least shared it.
True friendship.
All of us need it.
Yet most of us manage to lose it.
And quite easily, at that.
But what if it was forcefully taken?
Will you still be the one at fault?
I wonder.

Death.
All of us know what it is.
Not all of us understand it.
Not all of us would like to understand it.
All of us would like to go to heaven (who doesn’t?).
Yet we fear death.
We cringe at the mere mention of it.
Death, ah, death.
Such inevitable fate.

I recently lost a friend.
A true friend.
Two months ago.
Brutally.
In the hands of people who are…evil.

Friendship…death…both.
Ah, fate.
We will always point a finger to fate.

So here I am. Somewhere in the Philippines. Making my way in a new land. Well, one thing is for sure. I’m missing someone really bad.

And I know she misses me too.

“Where the f*** have you been?” you may ask (I’m self flattering myself, thinking people really do wonder where this blogger has gone to) . Nowhere in particular, I got a little lazy. I got tired of tinkering with my blog template I decided to settle for a default one. I’ve also been tinkering with some cool toys at the moment (keyword: XAMPP) so I guess I can say I’ve been a little busy.

I know I promised to do better, thought provoking and intelligent blogging this year but I guess I’m all out of ideas. If anyone out there can direct me to a sensible (take note), random topic-generating website where I can get stuff to write about, please feel free to buzz me. Not that I think there are many of those lying around. And please don’t bother recommending Blogthings as I don’t plan to convert my free blog into a mirror for some lame-ass site which promises some “coolness” stuff to put in your blog (no offense to those who use Blogthings).

Or, I can probably blog about my daily trivialties! Hmm…that’d be, as Simon Cowell puts it, boring, horrible and etcetera. Well, back to XAMPPing for me.